[Tuhan, aku malu sendiri]

Assalamualaikum.

Oh Allah…

I told you: I’m in pain.

You said: ‘Do not despair of the mercy of Allaah’ (39:53)

I told you: Nobody knows what is in my heart.

You said: ‘Verily, in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find rest’ (13:28)

I told you: Many people hurt me.

You said: ‘So pardon them and ask forgiveness for them’ (3:159)

I told you: I feel I’m alone.

You said: ‘We are closer to him than [his] jugular vein’ (50:16)

I told you: My sins are so many.

You said: ‘And who can forgive sins except Allah?’ (3:135)

I told you: Do not leave me.

You said: ‘So remember Me; I will remember you…’ (2:152)

I told you: I’m facing a lot of difficulties in life.

You said: ‘And whoever fears Allah – He will make for him a way out’ (65:2)

I told you: I have many dreams that I want to come true.

You said: ‘Call upon Me; I will respond to you.’ (40:60)

 Tuhan,

 memang, aku malu sendiri.

hanya tahu merintih dan meminta.

sedangkan.

Kau telah lama siap menjawab segalanya.

aku malu yaa Tuhan.

malu...

dalam kesempatan yang ada,

moga dapat ku kenal Kau, Penciptaku.

amin...